So why am i aggravated so easily today? It seems as though, throughout the day that people seem to do nothing but complain about something. There are so many things that I have to think about, is it selfish of me to not want everyone around me to complain? I just feel as though I need to find something to make me happy, I am not sure of what that is anymore. I want to be creative, but there are so many things (projects) that I want to start, it is hard to pick one and focus on it.

I would like to start sewing again. It would be nice to learn to knit (yes I am starting to become a complete home body). I bought some fabric paints and wanted to create fantastic curtains for the living room. I want to start the scrapbook for Alana before she comes! I have some fun ideas to keep all of old and new cooking recipes. I want to find some upholstery fabric and re-cover the kitchen chairs (this will be even more fun because I get to play with a staple gun!!!) Unfortunately, all of these things cost some amount of money, and I have a tenancy to not spend any money on myself.

I am trying not to watch too much TV during the day, and I know that I am doing well at not playing the game (WoW) at all during the day. The game is becoming much more un-fun anyway. I feel as though I am in a rut, any ideas on how to get out of it????

Adjusting

So I have been off of work for almost a week now, and unfortunately some time of it has been spent not feeling well. I think I pinned it down to some ice cream I bought so trying to stay away from that hopefully the rest of the week will go well. I partially blame myself for this as well, I have known that my body doesn't react well when there is a major change in my routine (part of the reason I wanted time off before the baby came). Just about every time I got off of school for the summer or was starting school from summer my body reacted by becoming ill, not quite sure why, just attributed it to a routine change. Either way hopefully it goes away soon so i can start to actually get the house and myself ready for a brand new baby!!