Thoughts...

I have one more week left of work, and trying to decide whether I should take a week off or get down to cleaning my house as much as I can. Only a couple of things at work that I need to wrap up DNA testing and basically making my notes coherent for the person who gets to replace me.

I actually broke down and spent some money last weekend, bought some baby books for Ali!! I hope she likes them, and they were all 40% off. Nothing particularly special to report, the childbirth classes have been helpful. Learning breathing techniques, pain reliving positions, what an epidural actually is etc... I still would rather not have one. Now I am just trying to think of who I can call to take me to the hospital if Preston is at work?? And I need to make my list of people to call. The main thing I am thinking of is my best friend E.

E...I am not sure of what to say to you, I cannot even comprehend what you may be feeling or going through. I just want you to know that Preston and I love both of you and are here for whatever you may need. You are stronger than I could ever be and I am still praying for you (yes.....praying, me) I'm not quite sure if it is helping but I am doing it non-the-less. I know of no two people more deserving and ready to become parents than you two and I know that you will make fantastic parents!!!!! Love you sweetie, and stay strong.